#412
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 9:35:00 PM
You don't have to read this post if you're feeling angry enough.
Right now, I seriously feel like crying. Why the hell does he think that he doesn't have to do the chores just because he's been working? All of them are like that, except for my mother. I'm not ashamed to admit it, the person that I'm talking about is my brother, if that's what I can call him, Tam Xin Kai. Remember that name; if you ever meet him on the road or something, slap him for me.
I will not refer to him as my brother anymore. Never. Not until he realized how shitty he is.
What has he done? I probably complain about my brothers alot. You see, in my house, there's my father, my mother, my two older brothers, me and my dog. But I think my status has dropped from 'sister' to 'maid'. Because no matter what, I wake up at 9 in the morning, sweep the floor and mop the floor, dry the clothes, wash the dishes, then get the dried clothes, fold the clothes, bring them upstairs and then come downstairs again and see what else there is to do.
In between that, I drink a cup of milk and eat some biscuits, those are counted as my two meals now. Then after that, my mother will come home, and she'll say things like I'm a good girl and bla bla bla. Then my eldest brother will come home and he'll take his shoes off before he comes in.
Then that idiot will come home and walk in straightaway without taking off his shoes, just like my father. Then I shout at them, and my father says "Aiyo, sorry lor" and that idiot? Just walks off like it had nothing to do with him. Fine. I can take that.
Then I'll help my mother with dinner, wash the dishes and all that. Then I get the rice, and we have dinner. Then the bowls are left in the sink just waiting for someone to wash them. Of course, that idiot'll tell me to wash them. Why? "You go to work la, faggot!" Those are his exact words. He just said them to me 15 minutes ago.
I don't feel angry anymore. I feel sad. Looks like unless I go get a job, I'll be hearing those words out from the mouth of my favorite brother. I seriously hope that when he goes to Australia next year, he'll suffer so much that he'd know how much work I was doing everyday, instead of shouting "You go to work la, faggot!" at me.
This is the first time I'm really really asking for something like this. Please, just let him suffer so much, so so so so so much, that he'll be so afraid of doing stuff like this when he comes home. And please, let him turn over a new leaf, and please, if you don't want other women to suffer, let him stay single for the rest of his idiotic life.
I'd use other words to replace 'idiot' but what's the use? Swearing does no good. And I already swore when I told Yin Qin about this. Yin Qin, seriously, you're like my diary or something. A walking, talking diary. Thanks a lot.
Now, I'm gonna wash the dishes, before my mother comes home and she washes them, like she did last night. When I saw her walk to the sink and start washing the dishes, only did I realized what a fucker my brother is.
#411
@ 7:20:00 PM
ARGH SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF AGAIN. WHAT THE FCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH SME?! IS IT A SERIOUSLY HARD THING FOR THEM TO PROTECT THE STARS UNDER THEIR CARE? No wonder their stock has dropped so much. Idiots.
Why am I so pissed off again? I really don't know why. But maybe it's because this time it concern Changmin. So maybe his getting thinner has nothing to do with SME, but if you think deeper, if it weren't for the trouble that SME has caused, then none of this would be happening now, and I wouldn't be blogging about this. So, all in all, it's still SME's fault, no matter what.
Reason no 1:
He's gotten so thin that my heart aches every time I see that picture. And in the
Break Out!cover one, Junsu looks sooooooooooooooooooooo thin. Well it could be because of the fact that they edited it, but seriously, all of them look so thin. TT.TT My heart doesn't ache, it breaks. Into smaller and smaller pieces, then it sticks back together when I think of what caused this to happen. Fcking bastards.
Reason no 2:
Not only has Hankyung filed a lawsuit against SME for an unfair contract, but also Eeteuk, Yesung, Kangin, Eunhyk and Donghae. So you see, there's really something wrong with the contracts by SME. Of course, with the parents present, the contracts are normal, fine contracts, then they'll say they want to make some changes and the contract states something like whatever the changes made will be accepted just like that.
So they take the chance and then they subject them to human slavery. A contract of 13 years? No resting? Going everywhere the company orders you to? The company accepts any events or activities wherever, whenever, however they like? If that isn't slavery then I don't know what that is.
Back to the point, the only reason why Hankyung's lawsuit was revealed first is because of his nationality. Because he's Chinese, so of course they'll tend to spot the difference first. Then only Eeteuk and the rests' were revealed. So yeah.
Reason no 3:
Maybe I'm holding a grudge, but I really don't understand how can they still sign up so many celebrities when they have past examples like Shinhwa and H.O.T. So like SHINee, f(x).. and SNSD! How the hell did they manage to do that?!
Good news is :
K-pop rules the 2009 Asian Channel-V chart!
Songs like Sorry Sorry, It's You, Mirotic Korean and Japanese ver, Bolero, Share the World, Genie, Love Like Oxygen, Again and Again, Nobody, bla bla bla. Artists like DBSK, of course, Super Junior, SHINee, Wonder Girls, 2PM, SNSD.. and Big Bang.
Conclusion: DO NOT JOIN SME, DO NOT GO FOR THEIR AUDITIONS. AND DO NOT BUY THEIR STUFF, THOUGH IT HURTS. Like albums, singles, and any type of merchandise. But buying Japanese albums are fine, because those are produced and sold by AVEX. Hee.
we keep the faith eternally ♥
#410
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 1:56:00 PM
Damn waste money lor! Starting from next year, according to Mr Bong, essays will be written on the test pads, and then after passing them up and getting them back, we'll have to keep them in a file. Not just A file, but the school's file. Waste money sial.
And then for the classes, Form 5s in block A, Form 4s and 3s in block B, Form 2s in block C and Form 1s in block D. I seriously hope that my class, whichever one it is, will be on the third floor. Please please please. And also, if, IF I get a locker, let it be on the third floor too!
I wonder who's teaching us what? Also according to Mr Bong, students will be placed in classes according to their results. I dunno whether that applies to us or not, but hope for the best? The following passage is taken from Mr Bong's blog. I sound like some announcer.
今年，我只有60位学生，当中有14位获得A，算是不错的成绩了。
虽然和去年的73位学生中的40位学生获得A比较起来，是逊色不少，但是今年教的是3CDF,属于中等班，去年则有A班的精英为我摇旗呐喊。
今早，校长大发雷霆，因为华文考A的人数从去年的58位降至今年的30位，导致大约30位学生因为华文科而无法获得全部A。考试嘛，谁不想成为状元？可是很多东西，尽了力，效果未如预期，我们也无可奈何！
For the bananas, I'll highlight and translate.
今年，我只有60位学生，当中有14位获得A，算是不错的成绩了。
This year, he only had 60 students, and among those 14 got A.
Something along those lines.
虽然和去年的73位学生中的40位学生获得A比较起来，是逊色不少，但是今年教的是3CDF,属于中等班，去年则有A班的精英为我摇旗呐喊。
So the highlighted ones..
Last year he had 73 students and 40 got A. This year he taught 3CDF, but he had A class last year.
今早，校长大发雷霆，因为华文考A的人数从去年的58位降至今年的30位，导致大约30位学生因为华文科而无法获得全部A。考试嘛，谁不想成为状元？可是很多东西，尽了力，效果未如预期，我们也无可奈何！
Azizah was super angry cause the students that got A for Chinese this year dropped from 58 last year to 30, so around 30 studnets didn't get straight A's just because of Chinese.
She sounds racist wei. Or maybe she is? Touchy subject.
Oh well. I wonder what class we'll all be in? And with who? And what teachers?
we keep the faith eternally ♥
#409
@ 1:24:00 PM
To see who in our school got A for Chinese, go to
http://blog.yam.com/smkbu3bc/article/26057394 and you can see your name in print. If you got A for Chinese la.
Sigh, after that post last night now I feel empty. Like there's nothing for me to get angry about anymore. Of course, my status now is a housewife? Housewife, since I'm married to Changmin. Everyday I get up and sweep the floor, mop the floor, dry the clothes, fold the clothes, and starve myself till it's dinner time.
Note to self : DO NOT STAY AT HOME DURING THE HOLIDAYS BECAUSE THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO EAT. Well actually not just during the holidays, even during school time there is nothing to eat. Biscuits and all that... they don't make me full. And I can't eat apples! TT.TT
Rewatching Ayashi no Ceres for the 18273469123784910237th time. Because Shining Inheritance episode 7 takes a super long time to load. And of course, reading multiple mangas at a time, rereading old ones, looking for new ones, forgetting current ones and skipping certain ones. That's my habit.
I NEED NEW STORYBOOKS TO READ. Phoebe ah, faster come back from wherever you've disappeared to la, I wanna borrow your books! And when school starts I can borrow All About DBSK 3 and Break Out! from Vikki. Ah~
Watching DBSK play around is something I could do for the rest of my life. Damn fun wei watch them play. Farnee people doing farnee things makes your life soo much better. And laughing is the best medicine for any sickness. Or so they say.
I think I forgot to say 'congratulations to all who got straight a's!'. Well then, congratulations to all who got straight a's, and to those who didn't or didn't get what they expected, as my father would say, work hard enough and you'll get what you should get.
Oh wait, I said that already.
we keep the faith eternally ♥
#408
Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 9:43:00 PM
Sorry to all Muslims, but I can't take it anymore. BABI SM! BABI BABI BABI BABI BABI BABI BABI don't blame me i'm seriously pissed off. babi is better than fck right? so Vera, even if funk is better than fck, funk makes them sound good, so no way am i using that term.
BABI.
why am i so pissed off? i should be used to something like this by now. babi sm doing everything their way, whether or not it hurts anybody. you wanna fight me? then you don't need to work peacfully already lor. shinhwa also like that, h.o.t also like that. now tvxq and super junior also like that!
i have to say, babi sm is damn stupid. what the hell? got brains anot 1? obviously if they are the group that's earning the most for you, then you'll have to treat them well, make sure they have enough rest so that they'll continue to stay with you la! where got people try to destroy the group that's making money for them? like the chinese newspaper said, sme is the guy who killed the chicken that was laying golden eggs for him. like what the hell?
which is why, sm is? are? whatever. they're idiots. babo. each and every one of them administrative people who are trying to tear tvxq and super junior apart, each and every one of them are all fcking idiots.
seriously i've never felt this pissed before. the more i type the more pissed i get what the hell i should probably stop right now but i can't cause i'm just too pissed off. phew.
BABI FCKING SM.
we keep the faith eternally ♥ hell yeah we do!
#407
@ 7:37:00 PM
Yeerrrrrr stupid SME!! They're really out to stop DBSK from doing anything already! It's either that, or DBSK themselves refused to earn more money for SME. Whichever one it is, it's SME's fault anyways.
What am I talking about? I'm talking about Seoul Song that's sang by Super Junior and SNSD. Normally songs like this include DBSK, or even SHINee, but where are they?! SHINee I don't really mind la, but DBSK! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
And I don't need to ask Jia Hui to download the songs for me anymore! Wheeeeeeeeeeee~ Cause I finally found out how to take care of them. Turns out that as long as I unzipped it right there then can already. Mana tau........................ sigh.
So I'm gonna download all of DBSK's old songs, and new songs, and whatever songs I want wakakaka. Ish la, Super Junior's Super Show 2 take so long to download. IRIS punya OST also like that. Sigh.
Yin Qin ah, I told you it's there la! Because I used your account and changed it after that. xD
we keep the faith eternally ♥
#406
Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 11:11:00 PM
To Junmey,
I won't forget your birthday anymore! Even though it's been long since then, but I'll commit it to memory now, and make sure I circle that date up on all my calendars from now on before I forget.
8TH AUGUST
8TH AUGUST
8TH AUGUST
8TH AUGUST
8TH AUGUST
8TH AUGUST
Okay that should probably do it. Smack me if I forget again. No, shoot me if I forget again. Of course, you'd better not forget mine too!
I've known you since.... standard 3? Shit I can't even remember when we met. But I guess it's during standard 3, in class 3M. Either that or it's standard 2, in class 2M. Whichever it is, you've always been the best friend I could have.
Even though we're not as close as we used to be, I'm sure that with a little sewing and gluing here and there we'll become half as close as we used to be. xD But still, I still remember the time we had a fight. You and Hui Min were on one side and I was on the other. And that there was that other girl, Mei San or something, and I was so jealous of her. Because she kept trying to steal Hui Min away? Hahaha, petty.
I remember Hui Min and I used to go to your house every Friday, and then we'd play together until the evening. Like that Sailor Moon game, barbie dolls, and acting out the Phantom of the Opera that you seemed to love so much. :D
And Trix! Adorable thing, he. And your collection of Archie comic and Conan.. I still have those two books that I borrowed from you! Hahahahaha I should remember to return them to you the next time we go out.
Specially for Junmey..
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I even specially went to look for a shirtless Lee Min Ho for you, okay? I know you're totally obsessed with him, and well.. my seriously totally very very very belated birthday present to you la!
I love you lots, LIANMEY! Regardless of whatever nicknames you have. :D
we keep the faith eternally ♥
